On this very very calm night, everything suppose to be prefect and beauty, at least i think it is.but suddenly pop out the problem that i dont really like, why must every time it happen when i feel a bit better. Why must end up like this? Why cant just think about other too? Why Why and why? I really cant accept what you are sometime. I really really dont know why. Pls i need some clue from you god. I pray for you pls give me some hints to move on and also some strength to continue the path. May GOD bless everyone that i care too.
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Saturday, July 14, 2012
Friday, March 16, 2012
what happem right now. i can feel the weird but familiar atmosphere now. i did someting wrong? i played game and not sleep yet? hmm... yea u can say i break the promise but i am not wanted to. explain will just make worst. I just hope that you can acc me but u are angry and ignore me. yea can say u are sleepy or tired. hmm... what actually is i dont know. not statisfy with me? cos of? hmm.. i really cant guess what u think this time. u say worry i go away and stuff like that is like you dont trust me? hmm,... is hard to believe me? i not that prefect i know. i try to be. listen to you go to bed early. but problem is i cant sleep now. hmm.. what actually you want me to do? hmm.. i really dont know and what u want? hmm... hmm...i am dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam bo mood. good night...
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Hmm.. IS a new year, 2012. What i plan to do? I have my own planning on what i want to archive. There are many that i want to archive... work, relation, family, friend and so on. There are many that i want to do, want to get, hope to be. THis is a brand new year that i can pass with colour and also meaningful.. haha... this is the time were i can be myself. Let the passed be forgiven and also let the pass be the pass. Start on something new with something different and also something awesome. IN this new year, life changes, with a little hope and little effort that keep me on and on.. What is the best thing without YOU!!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Passed that make you strong
It has been some time that i dint visit my blog, d0nt know why today full of sadness... What happen to my day? I suppose to be very happy, but end up like this. T0day my friend stay at my place, i suppose to be very happy to see her. but don't know why, she shy or what, just feel funny when looking at her. she make my day fill with some colour, but what makes my day endless? I have no idea, so fast, one year had passed, what i did during this year? Any achievement? hmm... it seem like no, this years is so miserable to me.
What passed had just passed, things end this year will not bring to next year, that what i told myself. It works or not, i dont know, but at least i try my best, I know i am nothing to you anymore, but i just hope the best for you, As a friend if you, i hear a lot of stuff from our friend, and also know your problem, but so sorry that i cant help you with that anymore. Good LUCK!!
Is easy to like other people but is hard to fall in love with other people.. What we had was just like a wave, that will end when there is a block. So what we had is just memories, and also is just a sweet dream. I realize that no matter how much you love a person, in the end no one can guarantee how long you will love the person, because this will changed, until the day you dont like him/her, what you can do is, say GOODBYE!! to him/her.
Doesn't matter what promises or what changes you did, is wont last when it come to the end, all promises is like pieces that will crack with just a blow. IS that weak!!! Never ever make the promises because it wont last that long or it wont make people safe. I used to live in passed, with all the sadness and also all the burden. I wanted to choose the happy way, i know is hard but i will try and wont give up, i only have one chance, and i will grab it.
What passed had just passed, things end this year will not bring to next year, that what i told myself. It works or not, i dont know, but at least i try my best, I know i am nothing to you anymore, but i just hope the best for you, As a friend if you, i hear a lot of stuff from our friend, and also know your problem, but so sorry that i cant help you with that anymore. Good LUCK!!
Is easy to like other people but is hard to fall in love with other people.. What we had was just like a wave, that will end when there is a block. So what we had is just memories, and also is just a sweet dream. I realize that no matter how much you love a person, in the end no one can guarantee how long you will love the person, because this will changed, until the day you dont like him/her, what you can do is, say GOODBYE!! to him/her.
Doesn't matter what promises or what changes you did, is wont last when it come to the end, all promises is like pieces that will crack with just a blow. IS that weak!!! Never ever make the promises because it wont last that long or it wont make people safe. I used to live in passed, with all the sadness and also all the burden. I wanted to choose the happy way, i know is hard but i will try and wont give up, i only have one chance, and i will grab it.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Sometime changed, something REMAIN the same
since how long i dint blogged?
This few weeks happened alot. until i cant even breath, Staying alone is the best way to cure myself .
Stop bring problem to the others.
The most scariest is not time flow, but is human changes. IT happen even faster than i expected.
Someone go into your heart either giving you a lesson or staying with you until the end.
Does not mean that is a mistake or that was a mistake.
Because we cant even know our future, what we can do is to predict it.
Hoping for the best one.
YOU one goes into my heart but you choose not to stay due to your own reason, i understand and also accepted. same go to me as well, i dont even feel that way to you anymore, what i feel is that you are the GIRL THAT I APPRECIATE!!!!
I will be there for you all the time when you need me. OR when you can lost.
There are many i want to tell, to whom? I dont know, sometime i how god is there to listen to me. I want to ask, why my life is different than other, why must i go through this kind of pain, this kind of lesson? I am tired of tried. Can i have a short break?
My tears already dry up, no more to spare. how long more you want me to sleep with my tears, my nightmare, my broken heart. IS that a punishment for me? Since how long when it started? I cant remember of it anymore. Why dont you just K.O me?
There one of my friend who test me and asked me to promise her not to EMO!! i did it when she is there for me, she is there to give me support, but now she gone, I cant keep the promise anymore. SO sorry.
I understand how life goes. HOw life be. Just i dont understand why must i be fate like this.
Many people said we walk our path, i also want to believe in it, but too bad it just an excuse for those who dont want to believe it. I want to walk my path but how? i want everything goes like what i hope, but how? SO many how? HOw can i get those answer?
Please tell me how. i want to know? I am too small in this world, but i want to make someone feel warm with the only small power i had. To make them feel good with me.
This few weeks happened alot. until i cant even breath, Staying alone is the best way to cure myself .
Stop bring problem to the others.
The most scariest is not time flow, but is human changes. IT happen even faster than i expected.
Someone go into your heart either giving you a lesson or staying with you until the end.
Does not mean that is a mistake or that was a mistake.
Because we cant even know our future, what we can do is to predict it.
Hoping for the best one.
YOU one goes into my heart but you choose not to stay due to your own reason, i understand and also accepted. same go to me as well, i dont even feel that way to you anymore, what i feel is that you are the GIRL THAT I APPRECIATE!!!!
I will be there for you all the time when you need me. OR when you can lost.
There are many i want to tell, to whom? I dont know, sometime i how god is there to listen to me. I want to ask, why my life is different than other, why must i go through this kind of pain, this kind of lesson? I am tired of tried. Can i have a short break?
My tears already dry up, no more to spare. how long more you want me to sleep with my tears, my nightmare, my broken heart. IS that a punishment for me? Since how long when it started? I cant remember of it anymore. Why dont you just K.O me?
There one of my friend who test me and asked me to promise her not to EMO!! i did it when she is there for me, she is there to give me support, but now she gone, I cant keep the promise anymore. SO sorry.
I understand how life goes. HOw life be. Just i dont understand why must i be fate like this.
Many people said we walk our path, i also want to believe in it, but too bad it just an excuse for those who dont want to believe it. I want to walk my path but how? i want everything goes like what i hope, but how? SO many how? HOw can i get those answer?
Please tell me how. i want to know? I am too small in this world, but i want to make someone feel warm with the only small power i had. To make them feel good with me.
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