Watched again the last episode of it, which teached me alot, seeing the one we love suffer and we can do nothing to help her, it cause me litter tears again. That really remind me what am i now. I cant do anything i so small what i want is still far from now. The world is not that easy, I also want to live happily but i got too many burden to carry, why i cant think like other, simply and happy. Why i must think for other not myself? Why?
What should I do with my life?
There's not only sweet sweet love during young, because now sweet later suffer.
If that day i dint decide it, i am sure my future will cause a big problem to me and to her.
To preserve a man alive in the midst of so many chances and hostilities, is as great a miracle as to create him. ~Jeremy Taylor
