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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

could it be?

Today, should i remember?
IS there anything that worth for me? why i feel so dam down?
Just finished watching Pokemon but it dint cure me anything, what i suppose to do?
Brain stuck at thinking English essay topic and introduction. who can help me with it?
At last i know there are no one else.

I just realize that one of my friend having a same and familiar name which same with you,
a name that i dint pronouns or read for a long time, the dam nice and meaningful words,
It remind me a lot of thing, which i though i can forget about.

诗韵, this is the word that once i feel bright and love with, i.......
It is so dam 巧 that the name is the same, Are you kidding me. or you are playing me,
GOD......

I dont really worry about my installation because i know i can handle it well, but come to the paper part, somehow like run out of idea and also dont know how or where to start, my critical thinking is still not that strong perhaps,
I want to learn more to strengthen my weakness, ONce again.....
There will be a good good night for me and also a emo night for me, is good that they dont notice that i emo now.

Life on earth are short, make everyday of your life beauty, so that your journal on the earth are meaningful. Good luck and cheer up thomas....


can i grab the balloon?



Walking alone in the path?

Friday, September 16, 2011

Where am I

It had been so long time, to forget and also to start a new life. This is what i suppose to be or suppose to do. Get recover and also get well. I should be in this way, but until now only i know i am not. I keep on remind about you, every single thing that i do it remind me about you, why i so fail about this. Recently one of my friend did something that really look like you, i keep on recall the memory that i want to forget, and i know that is my fault. Making her in this bad situation, i know i not suppose to get down, but it come too fast, just one sec of look to her, it come. WHy i so fail, WTF!!!!

What i need to do? i not good in explain myself to other, what i can do? sure will get worse when i want to explain, cause i dont know how. I just can say so so so sorry... T_T

JUst hopE eVERthing will get well soon.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

如果有一天

我变得没心没肺了

请记得

我曾经也善良过 ...

如果有一天

我变得更冷漠了

请记得

我曾经要人陪的时候你都只说忙...

如果有一天

我变得目中无人了

请记得

曾经也没有人把我放在心里...

如果有一天

我不再在乎你了

请记得

曾经也没人听过我的心事 ...

如果有一天

我不再对你笑了

请记得

你曾经也没有问我过的快不快乐...

如果有一天

我不再关心你了

请记得

一直以来我也是一个人哭一个人笑 ...

如果有一天

我对一切都绝望了

请记得

曾经是你一直让我失望...

如果有一天

你讥讽我的颓废

请记得

从曾经的单纯到现在的做作

我经历了怎样的疲惫...

如果有一天

你都可悲我的堕落

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从曾经到现在也只有我自己在乎自己 ...

如果有一天

我变的不再单纯不再天真

请记得

从前就是因为我的单纯天真而总是伤痕累累...

如果有一天

如果真的有一天我真的变坏了变堕落了

请你们一定要记得我曾经也善良过 ...