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Monday, September 27, 2010

Thing to keep and Promises


I am happy.. I know that our relationship will go, go, go, and going till the end. I am confident with it. Together we can solve a lot of problem.. there does matter what we also can go through it.
So how i saw, what suppose and what not suppose to do, i notice that they are wrong, we can do it, Only if we have the strength to face it. ONLY THOSE scare to face it, will say that not suppose to do...
A selfish action.
Dam hate that, because scare then cant do.
SELFISH!!!!! Selfish!!!!! selfish!!!!!!!!!!!
Lucky i am not one of them,
i know where i can go, i know my own power, strength and mostly my heart.
Refer back, those great master teaching, i dam agree with them.
人的一生不能为了害怕而放弃或不敢为自己的理想,梦想,希望而奋斗....
As what we can see, hear, touch, feel,
all this are the best best best weapon that god give to us.
With those power we can rule over the world,
with that we can see how and why some people can success in this 强者存,软者亡,的世界里.
If not strong enough, we will eaten by those who stronger than us.
Gather as much strength as u can from now, cause sooner u will need it.
The strength in here i refer to knowledge.
That only the key that can open the treasure box to get what u need,
the treasure that u obtain can make all u wish come true.
Is that begin greedy the best?
Money act like god and ghost in here..
we need it but cant too many, if not we cant control it.
Anyway, that not a matter, money or empty. Cause , i will earn it my own.
Just for my love to have a better life and happy.


Lyrics to Can I Have This Dance :
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

this song lyric i dam like.
I hope my love zihweh see it and feel it.
Understand the meaning of the song,
Cause that what i want to say to her.
Say i love u, is too common
Useless with just saying using a mouth,
I will only prove that with action,
That what i will show to her, My love zihweh.
Say is not wrong but have to go with action,
not just saying air, with all fake lie.
Lastly i want to say again................................................................................................................................................
~Zihweh I love You~

Sunday, September 19, 2010

The day before tomorrow

Finally, i am backt to KL le...
Is a new time to continue my fight to what i dream, what i hope it to be.
Nth much to say.. cos the big day waiting...
need more strength for it, we~~~~~

Miss her but can see her tmr...
i love u....
muacks...


Forever and ever my dear zihweh...

Sunday, September 12, 2010

最近

最经真的有喜有悲......
很多问题都无法确决,很怪她好像变成了另一个人.....
平日的她不是这样子的,让我确的很陌生。
为什麽她会变成这样呢!
很可怕,好怕她会离开我。

所为喜就是我可以回到家乡,感受到家庭的温软。
可以和朋友见面。 好怀念和他们一起玩的日子.....
还有很多很多的事可以办...
每次和她说电话后,都感觉很幸福很开心。
每次和她讲电话时我都会很傻,一直都不知道自己在说什麽.... 好奇怪哦!!!!!!
她让我的人生充满了色彩,也让我知道她的重要性。
爱她是我的荣幸,我说过要守护她一辈子,我一定做到,我愿意为她牺牲我的一切,包括我的性命,永不后悔。
爱上她更让我明白人不能活在过去,因为美好的事往往都会出现在明天.....

终于,在昨天她和她的朋友出去之后,
领悟到一些恋爱的事,
但我不喜欢她的那些朋友,因为她门的话表面上是很有道理,但那是个人的经验,更不能以那一些经验来判断一切。真是以“一石击万鸟”
她问了我很多问题,我很喜欢,因为她不像是那种直接的人,因为她太单纯了。
但是,在那么多的问题里,我决的最有意义的是当她问我,
一段爱情能够达上 4-5 年是因为有性行为,如果没有的话,那段爱情很快的就会结束。
这问题我重复的想过,会发生在我们身上吗?
如果她愿意跟我“做”的话那我会要吗?
我反复的想,最后我终于知道,那些事不会发生在我们身上,因为,
我爱她,不是因为性,而是心。



到最后,我知道问题都一解决了。
她还是她,那个一直爱我的她,一点也没变。
她很容易受到她的那些朋友影响,但她还是一样的相信我......
这也是她的优点。
!!!!!!我爱你!!!!!!

Friday, August 20, 2010

Oo day... xD

Today.. Yes, is today....
I felt so 内疚。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
Because i leave earlier that her, and that come so sudden.
I know she hate those feeling, just like i adopt her....
she feel so sad about it and i know what she mean..
When she sound like this i know she really care about how i doing to her..
Sry my dear i know that hurt u but i got to go that time...
Really sry. i dont know u will so sad that time and i promise i wont do that anymore..
this the only thing i can do for u...
T_T
really sry about that....


I know everyone in this earth deserve a good treat,
but it always go with what we thought.
Life is like this, always change
although we know the fact but we still hope for more and more and more..
Same as u or me.
we give hope on what we hope for...
sometime it may realise but some time it dont.....
BUT................
if i give up of hope then it will be hopeless, but if we keep on with hope then there a changes.
So dont give up something so easily......

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Lost been found.

Dont know why i will that angry when she say i got many boy friend..
even when she say
she was JOKING but i also feel dam dam dam....
..............................................ANGRY.................................
Haixz..... dont know when i become this small gas le..
Where the true of myself be?
So small gas not my style leh..
since when i become like this..
So weak. .....


People say if u really love a person u will feel angry when they say they got many bf.
even that not true or joking.
the one will angry....
very very that kind...
somehow that not call selfish, is call carrying..


当爱一个人,你会很在意她的一举一动。
明知道她是在开玩笑,你都会很生气,不是一般得气....
而是非常,非常,非常的气...........
这种感觉在很久久,曾经消失过哦!!!!


很开心的是,这种感觉回来了!!!
因为我爱她。

Friday, August 13, 2010

Chinese blogging

今天差一点我就和我的爱人子慧吵架,还好没事。
不然,我会后悔一辈子的咯!
无可想像我的人生没有她的日子.......
我知道一对恋人最重要的是坦白, 可是给我一点时间....
我会把我的一切告诉你的...
对不起,我爱你。


人的一身里会为了某种事情而改变...
相信那个人一定是你心爱的人,不然一个人不会无端端的改变自己。
相信我,改变不是一件坏事,重要的是那个人或事值不值让你自己去改变... ><
很明显我的改变一定是为了她,她深深的让我知道人也有第二次的机会和温暖.....
平凡的她,竟然可以点燃我那冰冷的心....
就好像明明中安排好的。
不自不觉的走进了我的世界里
更不可适意的是她很快的就100%融入我的生活里!


曾以为,只要付出真心,努力追求,就会拥有想要的爱情.经过一次伤心和失败才发觉自己的幼稚无知. 爱情不仅仅是需要两颗真心的融合.在爱情的世界里还有显示的那些无奈.爱需要感觉.爱情则需要缘分. 你遇上一个人,你爱他多一点,那么,你始终会失去他。然后,你遇上另一个,他爱你多一点,那么,你早晚会离开他。直到一天,你遇到一个人,你们彼此相爱。终于你明白,所有的寻觅,也有一个过程。 从前的远在天涯,而今的近在咫尺。

我很欣赏这段话, 真真的让一个人了解爱的真真意义。
我一路寻找的爱人,现在就在我的身边了。
我希望我们的爱可以一路平平凡凡的持续下去。
我们的爱是经的起考验的,
所以请让我们证明给他人看吧!!!!!!

在这里我还是想说
只对你说
我爱你!!!!!