Questioning

What I suppose to do for bringing all the staff back on the road?

Is it coming true as What I hope it to be?

What is the best point here?

What do I believe in?

Now

Long time dint update my blog le.
Do not know why suddenly got the mood to write something.
Maybe people call this relaxing, before continue with your journey or work.
Ton of things happen between this month.
Relationship, family, friendship.. All became so complicated and messy... emotional effected.....
Lucky do not have holyshit....
Haha.. Joking joking.

Sem 2 started, and it already 3 week passed. What i had done? so blur about it.
Project, assignment, class, drawing, all come to me non-stop...
Where have i been?
Why they look so familiar to me?
Do i really lost myself, feeling so lazy and hopeless....
Please give me the feel again.. The feel and willing to achieve what i want, what i hope it to be from the beginning.....
Already understand human have many side, good or bad, it just a matter what they want to be, either
good side or bad side...
Be aware about those human side my dear,
Be careful those people with bad side, they will do something to hurt you, causing you trap into a bad and cruel situation.

Although bad person we need to pay attention on them, BUT those people with good side,
we have to pay full attention on them..
Why i say so??
Because there are some people acting so dam holy good in front of you,
but when you turn behind,
he will start talking bad about you just behind you....
So we have to set a tall wall around us, for protecting us,
prevent us from getting hurt and injured.
If i can choose i will not hope it turn into this situation.
cause i want to be friendly and kind,
Do not want any fake facing around me and my friend, and of cause my DEAR.....
It is dam tired to wear a mask and be friend to other...
I dislike this, Hate it, Dam it, Fxxx it.......

I miss my DEAR, so much!!!
When only i can see her every second??
For me, she is everything for me, i cannot imagine that my world without her..
Something that i am sure....
My world will not warm,
my world will not breath,
my world will not growth,
my live would not last long......
My dear i love you.....
Really, really ,really,
LOVE YOU................

My dear ar!! i know u feel so stress about homework,
do not worry about it,
plan before goes....
that will be the smartest way to release stress and pressure....
Do not panic and scare about the completion of your work,
cause you can make it,
Trust yourself and me...
I will always be there for you.
I miss you!!!

Have to go and do my homework now,
goodbye my blog,
i will update you when i free...
bye and take care all...

I love you

Already one day i came back..
My dearest sister food poisoning and sent to hospital...
My love hweh, phone bil 188+, i am sorry about that...
Lots of thing happen...

I really hope i can pass this with my dear..
Selfish la me...
want this want that.. all also cant get in the end...
Haixz...
Dear, i want u to know that this,
no matter how hard how dark is the path, we will walk through togather,.
I love u ~~~~~

High School Musical 2 - You are the music in me

You are the music in me.. (zihweh)

Lyrics to You Are The Music In Me :
Na na na na
Na na na na yeah
You are the music in me
You know the words
"Once Upon A Time"
Make you listen?
There's a reason.
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise
And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na na
Yeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And no, I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)
Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)
You are the music in me (In me)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me (Yeah)

Term and condition

Sem break started now, and i am going back to my origin place,
the place where i came from, the place which belong to me, the place where i well known........
Many people say that good to have a break, but it's too long.....
I am going to miss all my classmate, roommate, of cause the ways how i pass my days in here....
Even though it is tiring but i enjoy it well, because that what i hope to,
be come a DESIGNER....

Everything going well, but it not as good as i though,
Yea, many people think that sem break is fun,
think that, how good there is,
after a 3 month college life, rushing project, works, pop quiz, essay, assignment.....
But sem break cause me not feeling that good,
because, i gonna separated with her,
the one who i met in here, my love....
.................... ZIHWEH.........................................
I really hope that i can bring her with me,
but it cant.............
Maybe that is a good experience, one month unable to meet will make our love more strong, trustful......
This recall me back, on the day we met.
We keep argue, fighting and scolding each other,
at the end it turn to this ending,
............Lovely Couple....................
I am glad to have you as my partner,
U really make me happy, melt the frozen heart in me.
I know there still some argument between us because various thing, every time it turn up like a bonding that make our relation more closed.. Dont you think it?
Maybe our connecting way is argue. xD
Haha... it sound wired to other, but we know that it is real.. right my dear?
So hope that u can be with me all the time,
i am selfish right, i know about that. But i cant stop thinking you,
all my mind , body, heart, also want to hear your voice..
one month will pass dam fast, after that i will return and continue the study, but most important that i can meet with my LOVE...... I will miss her so much,....................... within the break time....
..................................Hweh.............................
............I........
.......................LOVE......................
........................YOU................................
...........................()()()()()()()()()()().................

I do plan what i want and what i should do during the sem break....
I want to own a DSLR camera.. So i plan to work with my dad or other people to save money for that... I also want to save some money to the cameran trip at the end of December...
Cant wait for that time, because she will going with me..
~~~~~~ weee~~~~~~
That is our first trip after coupling.
~~~~~~~~~~~~Excited~~~~~~~~~~~
I know she don't want to ask money from her farther, but i will save money for her.. cause this is what i can do for her...
Save money and we spend in there... wahaha,....
I want to bring you to a restaurant which famous with his lamb chop..
It really taste like western one.
If i am not wrong it taste is from French.
Haha.. i want to go go go and go...XD it will be fun for us....
Waiting the day to come... I want to bring you go around cameran highland.


After the big plan for money....
For sure i will hang out with all my primary and secondary schoolmate...
Wooo~~~
that will be fun... Man i miss u all a lot..
The way we hang out till mid night, going here and there.
Enjoy our Dota game... and screaming in the CC....
Dam miss that.... Wahaha................
thinking of this, she came into my mind, i wish i can bring her hang out and meet with you guys...
Cause she is the one i love, i want to intro to you all.... so that she can join us with the Fun....
Zihweh if u have chance,
you should meet with them...
you should feel the environment that i used to be when i still a kid..
.....hehe....
~~~~~~ All i also want to relate with you~~~~~
to let you know more about me..... feel the way i live in previous......
I want you to know,
what build up my characteristic.....
Why i can become like this,
what make me behave like this.....
where i learn the skill and own the character like what i am now....
How i used to be and learn from the other......
All the positive value and strength, and soul i get from.... I want you to know and absorb it.....
It will cause you a golden life if u really get the message from it.....
Hehe...... so long gas hor... My dear......

Dear i going to miss u.....
Distance will not be a rock or trick that can make our love poor...
Trust me, if there is true love in us,
nothing will make us apart....
Only will increase the love between us, although i know that our love is max now, but it will over the max point,
become ...................
~~~~~~~~~~~~~UNlIMITED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I will up to date my blog to let you know what happen to me.. my dear......
you Too... have to update your blog to let me know what happening to you too....
I love u my dear.. really love u....
Make sure you use your time well ya....
make it as meaningful as you can... haha......
I miss you....
but i will prove to you, that i am right, i am glad that today can have a good talk with you at my house, with typing.. @@
that nice... really love it...

I promise i will give u a call everyday..
No because u ask to,
Is because i want to hear you voice.....
So that i know you are safe and healthy.....
dear, wait i come back ba................
It wont take so long time, because my soul and heart will accompany you all the time, lonely will pay his back to you, because you have me, this man who can give u warm and love.....


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I l0Ve YoU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thing to keep and Promises

I am happy.. I know that our relationship will go, go, go, and going till the end. I am confident with it. Together we can solve a lot of problem.. there does matter what we also can go through it.
So how i saw, what suppose and what not suppose to do, i notice that they are wrong, we can do it, Only if we have the strength to face it. ONLY THOSE scare to face it, will say that not suppose to do...
A selfish action.
Dam hate that, because scare then cant do.
SELFISH!!!!! Selfish!!!!! selfish!!!!!!!!!!!
Lucky i am not one of them,
i know where i can go, i know my own power, strength and mostly my heart.
Refer back, those great master teaching, i dam agree with them.
人的一生不能为了害怕而放弃或不敢为自己的理想，梦想，希望而奋斗....
As what we can see, hear, touch, feel,
all this are the best best best weapon that god give to us.
With those power we can rule over the world,
with that we can see how and why some people can success in this 强者存，软者亡，的世界里.
If not strong enough, we will eaten by those who stronger than us.
Gather as much strength as u can from now, cause sooner u will need it.
The strength in here i refer to knowledge.
That only the key that can open the treasure box to get what u need,
the treasure that u obtain can make all u wish come true.
Is that begin greedy the best?
Money act like god and ghost in here..
we need it but cant too many, if not we cant control it.
Anyway, that not a matter, money or empty. Cause , i will earn it my own.
Just for my love to have a better life and happy.


Lyrics to Can I Have This Dance :
[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

this song lyric i dam like.
I hope my love zihweh see it and feel it.
Understand the meaning of the song,
Cause that what i want to say to her.
Say i love u, is too common
Useless with just saying using a mouth,
I will only prove that with action,
That what i will show to her, My love zihweh.
Say is not wrong but have to go with action,
not just saying air, with all fake lie.
Lastly i want to say again................................................................................................................................................
~Zihweh I love You~