Ending here

Everthing will end, you will gone from the deep of my heart.
YOu will move away from now, slowly and slowly....
there's nothing i want to remember of you anymore, i will delete and burn everthings that belong to you, i hope this memory will not stay in my mind and my heart.
It wont worth anything, anything is just fake in you and me.
Understand that will give myself a better life, life without you is more than with you. Now i know, i close my world for you, but now i open for everyone i see, not only you, move out by yourself, is time for me to move futhur.

I will happy without you?

Sorry mum

Sry that i dint tell you i take bils to sleep.
Mum sorry.
That the only way i can release my stress and my heart. for a short sleep.
nitz mum i sleep now.

Dont worry, i will survive and fulfill my promise to take care you and the family, i letting hweh go already, dont want to involve her in all. Hope she happy now, mum i want to say sorry again, for the bils.

I love everyone but i hate everyone at the same time...........

GOne

Go away from my life......
It seem that what i did is same with other, anyone of them can do what i did to you,now i know that, THanks forletting me know, You never serious of loving me, playing me, hurting me. NOw i can really understand that.

You are the one who teach me no mercy again, i will remember what yo teach me, what people do for you is non- of your buiness. and you dint ask for that, just remember what myself want. I am too stupid all the time which i want to live with you. NOw i know how big the different is. I will never never never smile, and happy because i wont feel good with everyone anymore, unless myself. I hate all people in this world...........