hmm.. i got to cancel what i do for her for the birthday. hmm... i know is sound like a wasted, but nvm, she got her plan, just hope i wont rugi that much for uncompleted the garden. hmm... haixz... feel so bad dy.. ==

Today is the day which i cry for last, one last time. NO more. Everything that passed mean pass. i wont let myself emo again because of this. I must do it, for myself and also for someone that "maybe" growth with me. I dont know what future is, but with fate and trust, it will be something beautiful. By asking myself what i want is not equal to what i i deserved. what i deserved is equal to what i want. Things will always change, but without planning everything will not start. I started my life with colour, will it end up with colourful or colourless, it just depend on what i do. Life mean something to everyone, so do i. everything that pass sure had it reason, doesnt matter the reason is good or harm, just can see it as a memories or guide, life will be wonderful with some people , at the same time without some people. Depend on how we gonna treat our life and also how we walk out our life. Learning is the best way to build up our life and also the best way to judge our life, giving what we deserved in future.

soon will be the day, how long does it passed? How long does everything gone and how long does everything moved. i WONDER WHAT IS my heart feeling now? Is so complicated, is every human being like this? think so much? or just me? question and question and question. when only i can have the answer. I dont know what to do somehow. I keep on hoping and giving myself a good excuse to move on and become one of the success person. HOw good is we can really forget and dont think about whatever passed. I know that only fairy tail, but i really hope that i can find a true love which can support me and also her. I know that is not that easy or can say out of 100 but now i just want to be with who i love. Can i? Can i? haixz...:(((

Rushing work like hell. Facing the dateline pressure, i already told myself have to prepare, but because of the rule and staff, making the time more close. I am worried that we cant finish it, i dont want junk work, i want prefect work.. I wont sleep for this coming two day unless i finish what i want to do. I want to work work work ar.!!!! People say graphic design is easy but i say it was the most difficult one. We need to think think and think with critical mind, work with critical head. WHat we did were bring the msg to public, and have to choose the most easier way... MY mind really tired somehow, what can i figure thing in this stage, train up myself is the best way, i must, no i have to do it, KEep on moving thomas, you can do it. NOthing will causing you to stop, and fall back. YOU got the will, strength and also support to overcome this. Keep on.. THere always got people support you, and the one who you care will support you too... So you must keep it on, and be strong to move move move move..... MOMMO!!!!!

could it be?

Today, should i remember?
IS there anything that worth for me? why i feel so dam down?
Just finished watching Pokemon but it dint cure me anything, what i suppose to do?
Brain stuck at thinking English essay topic and introduction. who can help me with it?
At last i know there are no one else.

I just realize that one of my friend having a same and familiar name which same with you,
a name that i dint pronouns or read for a long time, the dam nice and meaningful words,
It remind me a lot of thing, which i though i can forget about.

诗韵, this is the word that once i feel bright and love with, i.......
It is so dam 巧 that the name is the same, Are you kidding me. or you are playing me,
GOD......

I dont really worry about my installation because i know i can handle it well, but come to the paper part, somehow like run out of idea and also dont know how or where to start, my critical thinking is still not that strong perhaps,
I want to learn more to strengthen my weakness, ONce again.....
There will be a good good night for me and also a emo night for me, is good that they dont notice that i emo now.

Life on earth are short, make everyday of your life beauty, so that your journal on the earth are meaningful. Good luck and cheer up thomas....

can i grab the balloon?



Walking alone in the path?