The thing i see now...

Hai..
I feel myself so useless la...
today many bad and problem thing happen and i cant solve it...
even solve but the ending also not that good as i tough...
like today... i say a GIRL brainless cos i really fell that way..
but she hate me now.. i try to say sorry but not that good.. although she forgive me....
what is suppose to do......


Before i come to here... i just feel like i can see through all ppl heart..
but now..
i know i cant...
there is a lot of type of ppl in this world...
even with some wired attitude u haven meet before....
DAM SCARY...!!!!!!!!

BUt something i am glad is about my course.. i want to have a lot more to do with my education..
I am doing something that i like and love.....
I know the path i choose is right and i wont regret about it....
Try to think this way that i am doing something that i really want to and will give me hope and future....
A VERY BRIGHT FUTURE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beside, i also start to do alot of research about art and design even with the program...
notes, history...
i start to like and
put more effort in it.. cos .....
i know that i doing something right...
i am no longer live for other in the pass....
always have to listen to my parent decision......
NOw i get what i want... that is be myself...
study in the field i love,,,
make use to it,,,
workingon it...
changing myself...
And.....
FInally.......

I get MORE and MORE and MORE and MORE happy.....
that what i want for long time.......



I think today i will stop here and cont with my work ba or relax my brain..
use too much le..
to think....
BB and night all....

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