Forgetable

Finally ended the harry potter.... watched just now... IS good to see it come to the end....
Want to do something but cant figure what to do... I think is best for me to go out again.. ==
I want more and more and more...
Dam suck if continues like this.
Work should take all my time... xD

Having a weird feel, but i dont know what is it.
Few more day to come which i wont forget, the day you went away.
So fast it come to the 2nd years. Time passed so fast and many changes happen.
We call this life, changing every sec.
Alice, how are you up there? THink back the timewe had togather, it remember me alot of happiness and our small dream.

I still remember that my dream is to have my own business and giving my love a wonderful life, yours is stay at home and waiting your man to come back, prepare everything to him. That time our thinking is really chill...
THe dream of mine is still the same.
I think you know that i had a gf (Hxxx) before, this time i go serious with her, making me think a lot. I realize that life is not that easy, I know what do LOVE really mean, when it come out from a man mouth. i am not a puppy love to her. I rather to be like that so i wont have to suffer so long and cause a lot of problem to other. I know how weight is the word I love you. It mean a lot, something that related to my dream.

Who will understand this? Who really think about what life really is, how important is life?
When i fall in love i feel like, love is the most powerful thing that can make many miracle with the one you love, but too bad it is not, When you have to choose between ambition and love, that is the most harder part ever.

Once i feel bad when she said me finding excuse to defend myself, but lastly i dont care it anymore, she dont really understand how i look the world. Is good that she dont love me, cause i can go futhur and become a success man. Last but not least, i just want to say the last word to her when have chance, The last and only word i will said.

Having a good night to myself, i am better than passed. Recall from passed made me happy.