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Thursday, July 7, 2011

A new day

Today i will go and meet a cilent at pavilion, Dont know since when i starting to learn and earn money, Last time i am still like a young master, need money ask from dad and mum, but now i dont like to do that. Still remember the day when i saw my mum eating with us, she dont want to eat so much because she know that the restaurant is expensive, she save for us. BUt we keep using the money without thinking worth or not.

Dad work so hard to get money, I blame him why you earn so many money but come back with less, used to take care other family also? What we need, we want, have to think and think and think, scare later used up the money no need buy other more important one. Each family have it problem same to i.

Hweh I am sad and hurt, You know? From the second i decided to say goodbye to you, i am so so so unwanted, but i have to. You such a nice girl but i am not good enough for you, I choose a path that is hard to go, i have to take up the whole family, is very heavy.

There's no one i can talk to. Hweh, there's no win win situation in such a big deal, win win mean each get benefit from each other, but for me only one winner, which i give all mine to you and let you win. I am the people like that, Stupid me.

Hweh i miss you, lucky you dint follow or view my blog, cause this is the only place i can talk to you without letting you know. I miss you so much.

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