Long time dint update my blog le.
Do not know why suddenly got the mood to write something.
Maybe people call this relaxing, before continue with your journey or work.
Ton of things happen between this month.
Relationship, family, friendship.. All became so complicated and messy... emotional effected.....
Lucky do not have holyshit....
Haha.. Joking joking.
Sem 2 started, and it already 3 week passed. What i had done? so blur about it.
Project, assignment, class, drawing, all come to me non-stop...
Where have i been?
Why they look so familiar to me?
Do i really lost myself, feeling so lazy and hopeless....
Please give me the feel again.. The feel and willing to achieve what i want, what i hope it to be from the beginning.....
Already understand human have many side, good or bad, it just a matter what they want to be, either
good side or bad side...
Be aware about those human side my dear,
Be careful those people with bad side, they will do something to hurt you, causing you trap into a bad and cruel situation.
Although bad person we need to pay attention on them, BUT those people with good side,
we have to pay full attention on them..
Why i say so??
Because there are some people acting so dam holy good in front of you,
but when you turn behind,
he will start talking bad about you just behind you....
So we have to set a tall wall around us, for protecting us,
prevent us from getting hurt and injured.
If i can choose i will not hope it turn into this situation.
cause i want to be friendly and kind,
Do not want any fake facing around me and my friend, and of cause my DEAR.....
It is dam tired to wear a mask and be friend to other...
I dislike this, Hate it, Dam it, Fxxx it.......
I miss my DEAR, so much!!!
When only i can see her every second??
For me, she is everything for me, i cannot imagine that my world without her..
Something that i am sure....
My world will not warm,
my world will not breath,
my world will not growth,
my live would not last long......
My dear i love you.....
Really, really ,really,
LOVE YOU................
My dear ar!! i know u feel so stress about homework,
do not worry about it,
plan before goes....
that will be the smartest way to release stress and pressure....
Do not panic and scare about the completion of your work,
cause you can make it,
Trust yourself and me...
I will always be there for you.
I miss you!!!
Have to go and do my homework now,
goodbye my blog,
i will update you when i free...
bye and take care all...
Do not know why suddenly got the mood to write something.
Maybe people call this relaxing, before continue with your journey or work.
Ton of things happen between this month.
Relationship, family, friendship.. All became so complicated and messy... emotional effected.....
Lucky do not have holyshit....
Haha.. Joking joking.
Sem 2 started, and it already 3 week passed. What i had done? so blur about it.
Project, assignment, class, drawing, all come to me non-stop...
Where have i been?
Why they look so familiar to me?
Do i really lost myself, feeling so lazy and hopeless....
Please give me the feel again.. The feel and willing to achieve what i want, what i hope it to be from the beginning.....
Already understand human have many side, good or bad, it just a matter what they want to be, either
good side or bad side...
Be aware about those human side my dear,
Be careful those people with bad side, they will do something to hurt you, causing you trap into a bad and cruel situation.
Although bad person we need to pay attention on them, BUT those people with good side,
we have to pay full attention on them..
Why i say so??
Because there are some people acting so dam holy good in front of you,
but when you turn behind,
he will start talking bad about you just behind you....
So we have to set a tall wall around us, for protecting us,
prevent us from getting hurt and injured.
If i can choose i will not hope it turn into this situation.
cause i want to be friendly and kind,
Do not want any fake facing around me and my friend, and of cause my DEAR.....
It is dam tired to wear a mask and be friend to other...
I dislike this, Hate it, Dam it, Fxxx it.......
I miss my DEAR, so much!!!
When only i can see her every second??
For me, she is everything for me, i cannot imagine that my world without her..
Something that i am sure....
My world will not warm,
my world will not breath,
my world will not growth,
my live would not last long......
My dear i love you.....
Really, really ,really,
LOVE YOU................
My dear ar!! i know u feel so stress about homework,
do not worry about it,
plan before goes....
that will be the smartest way to release stress and pressure....
Do not panic and scare about the completion of your work,
cause you can make it,
Trust yourself and me...
I will always be there for you.
I miss you!!!
Have to go and do my homework now,
goodbye my blog,
i will update you when i free...
bye and take care all...
