It had been so long time, to forget and also to start a new life. This is what i suppose to be or suppose to do. Get recover and also get well. I should be in this way, but until now only i know i am not. I keep on remind about you, every single thing that i do it remind me about you, why i so fail about this. Recently one of my friend did something that really look like you, i keep on recall the memory that i want to forget, and i know that is my fault. Making her in this bad situation, i know i not suppose to get down, but it come too fast, just one sec of look to her, it come. WHy i so fail, WTF!!!!
What i need to do? i not good in explain myself to other, what i can do? sure will get worse when i want to explain, cause i dont know how. I just can say so so so sorry... T_T
JUst hopE eVERthing will get well soon.
