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Everyday pass like so dead, Can i reformat myself?
I want to let go, but i cant lie to myself that i don love her.
I feel so pain, just like half of my body was gone,
Is this really good to me?
Is this really good to her?
Is this action can avoid what i scare about?
Do not involve her to somewhere she not familiar with?
I know short pain better than long term suffer, my future is so dusty and not clear, i cant make her walk with me, is dangerous.
Design, i first though is good and make money, but slowly all my friend come out with jobless and cant even settle themselve, if i were like them, how can i bring her with me?
BUt if i work it out, will i regret what i did to her?
I dont know she will walk with me anot, cos i know that path is stress and hard,
I scare she cant, so i make the move to not involve her.
But this move i am not good with, suffer and pain all the time, crying inside my heart, no one els know, only my blog and i know about it.
If i can have a chance,
I want to know is that possible for her and me again?
Will she wait me and work with me?