On this very very calm night, everything suppose to be prefect and beauty, at least i think it is.but suddenly pop out the problem that i dont really like, why must every time it happen when i feel a bit better. Why must end up like this? Why cant just think about other too? Why Why and why? I really cant accept what you are sometime.  I really really dont know why. Pls i need some clue from you god. I pray for you pls give me some hints to move on and also some strength to continue the path. May GOD bless everyone that i care too.

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what happem right now. i can feel the weird but familiar atmosphere now. i did someting wrong? i played game and not sleep yet? hmm... yea u can say i break the promise but i am  not wanted to. explain will just make worst. I just hope that you can acc me but u are angry and ignore me. yea can say u are sleepy or tired. hmm... what actually is i dont know. not statisfy with me? cos of? hmm.. i really cant guess what u think this time. u say worry i go away and stuff like that is like you dont trust me? hmm,... is hard to believe me? i not that prefect i know. i try to be. listen to you go to bed early. but problem is i cant sleep now. hmm.. what actually you want me to do? hmm.. i really dont know and what u want? hmm... hmm...i am dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam bo mood. good night...

Hmm.. IS a new year, 2012. What i plan to do? I have my own planning on what i want to archive. There are many that i want to archive... work, relation, family, friend and so on. There are many that i want to do, want to get, hope to be. THis is a brand new year that i can pass with colour and also meaningful.. haha... this is the time were i can be myself. Let the passed be forgiven and also let the pass be the pass. Start on something new with something different and also something awesome. IN this new year, life changes, with a little hope and little effort that keep me on and on.. What is the best thing without YOU!!!